• project 365-2017; days 85-91

    Holy smokes! I am almost to 100 days of this photo challenge. I am surprised that I have been able to keep up with it as life seems to get busier by the day. Subsequently, the busier we are, the lazier I feel (I don’t know how that is possible, other than the fact that I am 30+ weeks pregnant with 3 other children who need me, so any free time I have involves a lot of lying down and watching the iPad).

    I did have an innocent slip-up this week that I must confess. Luke was out of town for a few days, which means we all managed to function in a fog of chaos, Netflix, take-out food, and extreme exhaustion for this mama. I thought I had taken a photo each day this week, but when I was toggling back through them on my camera, I realized I missed a day in there when he was away.

    Had I actually taken a photograph, it probably would have been of multiple unbathed children running around in just their underwear counting up all their new Happy Meal toys because they visited McDonald’s 4 times in 3 days. Nothing worthy of preserving in a photograph for years to come, let me tell you.

    So, I took two in one day to make up for it. I know, I know. Tell the Project 365 police that I cheated, but two years ago a misstep like this would have caused me to throw in the towel and quit completely. I didn’t want to do that this year. I have come too far to give up now. Forgive me, will you?

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    Bedtimes without Papa are not anyone’s favorite. I think was singing to Shiloh in this moment, but no one can do it like he does.

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    You would have thought the girls hit the lottery when I dug out two, new, unopened packages of markers for them to use. I seriously hate markers, but they seriously love them…so this simple joy made for hours of fun for them. And can we just look at that grip? Way to go, Shiloh! 🙂 

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    The light was right, and I just wanted to capture a couple of my favorite features of Charlotte’s face. Her tooth gap is so amazing. With an identical gap on the top and bottom, she has the perfect little smile. And then a cleft chin that would make Clark Griswold jealous. She is so different and unique-looking. 

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    Papa returned from his trip, and the girls couldn’t wait to “shoot hoops” with him. They look forward to it and enjoy it as much as he does. Shiloh had the perfect dunk with the perfect assist from Luke.

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    I caught Charlotte watching TV like this. I don’t see how it would be comfortable at all, but she stayed like this for quite a while. Whatever floats your boat, I guess.

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    A rainy week meant we were happy to be outside in the sun and watching the clouds over the weekend. Noelle and Charlotte were pointing out the shapes, and Shiloh was in her own world looking in the opposite direction.

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    I give him the hardest time. I am not the best wife at all times. I have been a pregnant monster for several weeks. But he is so good to me…them…us. They love him more than anything and these moments remind me that I am so lucky. 

  • project 365-2017; days 78-84

    This week was Spring Break for us. Luke took a few days off work, which is always a welcome treat, but we had a lot to do with regards to the house project so it didn’t quite feel like a vacation. We had ideas of taking the girls to Indianapolis for a night or doing something a little more exciting, but we really just stayed close to home (with the exception of a one night excursion to New Albany, Indiana, which I wrote about in my recent tree house update). I think the girls enjoyed the week regardless, but I couldn’t help but feel guilty (and a little jealous) that we didn’t plan something out of the ordinary for them. I had this conversation with friends over lunch this week — if it weren’t for social media showing me what everyone else was doing, I would probably think our Spring Break was just fine. We spent time together. We enjoyed eating out more than usual. We visited family. We got to see Papa during daytime hours. Comparison is the thief of joy, and I must remember that…always.

    So, here is a glimpse at our Spring Break. Call it ordinary. Call it boring. Call it whatever… but we call it ours.

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    Luke gets the tire swing spinning so fast it makes me sick to watch, but these girls eat it up. They couldn’t stand up once they got off the swing because they were so dizzy, but their smiles tell you they wouldn’t have it any other way!

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    Charlotte hasn’t been allowed to watch YouTube videos for a few weeks because she gave that up for Lent (thank you, Jesus…literally). However, she has had fun exploring some educational apps, and Noelle was being a good big sister and reading the directions to her.

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    Noelle mastered her little bike, so we followed through on our promise to get her a “big girl” bike. She is so proud of this thing and is doing great riding it through the neighborhood. 

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    The big girls were distracted by something else, so when I found Shiloh, she was quietly playing with their Legos. I am sure the quiet part was on purpose as she didn’t want to be found, but I couldn’t resist a shot of her adorable little ponytail (and yes, she loves this dress/shirt — she is photographed in it weekly!).

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    One of our excursions this week took us to the girls’ favorite dessert place, Berry Winkle. It has been brutal having gestational diabetes and watching them enjoy their treats, but I suppose I am willing to deal with it to see their happy, messy faces.

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    Luke had to leave for a conference toward the end of this week, which really put a damper on the end of Spring Break. We all miss him terribly when he is gone. 

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    As previously mentioned, I am on my own for a few days. I try to pass the time by doing fun things with the girls. I built a fort in the living room, gave them frozen pizza, and they enjoyed popcorn while watching a movie. I am relieved that it still takes very little to make them so happy.

  • project 365-2017; days 71-77

    Highlights from this week… entering the last trimester of pregnancy… the beginning of Spring Break… hopefully our last snowflake for the season… another week in the life of our family.

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    This pregnancy has been difficult for me emotionally. Not only am I dealing with the constant battle in my mind regarding whether or not this will be our last child, but I am struggling with feeling uncomfortable with the way I look. It’s a long story that maybe I will write about in the future, but my body image is in complete shambles — so it took some serious guts to take this photo of myself. However, regardless of how I feel about my looks… I want to remember this time in my life and what it felt like to carry this special child.

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    The girls love doing crafts with stickers, glue, fuzzy pom poms, and anything else they can get their hands on. I just love to see them working together and Shiloh in a ponytail.

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    We got a little bit of snow this week. The weather has been so random and weird, but leave it to a child to enjoy it, no matter what! She immediately stuck her tongue out in hopes of catching a flake or two.

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    Shiloh gave herself a marker makeover about 5 minutes before we needed to leave the house. I asked her to show me her lips, and this is the face she made. You have to love it, right?

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    Noelle was literally jumping for joy at her dismissal on the last day before Spring Break. 

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    We got Noelle an Osmo for her birthday. If you don’t know what it is, Google it, because it is a super cool, hands-on, educational tool that works with your iPad. She was enjoying the tangrams game.

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    Charlotte is exponentially more needy at bedtime than our other girls. She needs tickles, snuggles, songs, stories, beverages, and often times a few “put-backs” into her bed. She has always been this way. I keep hoping she will grow out of it, but then I would miss out on sweet things like this. I am not exactly sure what Luke was doing, but they were both giggling.

  • project 365-2017; days 64-70

    Ok, wow! 70 days into this photo challenge. I think this is further than I went the last time I attempted Project 365 in 2015. Let’s keep it going!

    As I was pulling up the photos for this week, I noticed that Noelle and Shiloh were photographed more than Charlotte. Other weeks, Charlotte is photographed more than the other two. It is interesting to see how some weeks, certain children hold more of the “spotlight” or command more attention than others. I love all of my girls equally, dearly, and (quite honestly) differently as they require different acts of love from me — but they are all beautiful and so fun to capture on camera.

    We had a really busy week. Noelle turned 7 years old and had her first “school friend” birthday party. We also celebrated the other March birthdays in our family, including Luke’s mom and dad (his dad and Noelle share a birthday) and our niece, Alice. We made more headway in the demolition of the Tree HousE, and a group of my sweet friends threw me a surprise baby shower (no photo of that in this post, but I had to highlight it as it was so unexpected and truly caught me off guard)!

    Scrolling through this post of seemingly ordinary photos reminds me to find the beauty in all things and to thank God each day that I have with my family. I am truly blessed.

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    I love the passion this child has for brushing her teeth. She’s a go big or go home kind of gal.
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    Just a couple weeks ago, this kiddo was nervous as heck to take the training wheels off. Now she cruises down the street with no problem at all. She has earned her new bike!
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    The girls love messy things like sand and play doh. I am thankful that we have had some nice days so the mess can stay outside where it belongs!

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    Oh, this child. Charlotte’s dinnertime photo for the week! Such a silly girl. As you can see, it was Chick-Fil-A for dinner as Mama was feeling lazy.

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    Something about squeaky clean babes. If you look close enough, you will see scratches on Shiloh’s face from her many scuffles with big sister Charlotte. The girls are tough and absolutely do not need to be boys to be a little rowdy!

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    I snapped some photos of Noelle in her special birthday Free Dress outfit (the students get a Free Dress day on their birthdays). She loved this skirt and how it twirled, and I absolutely love the light coming from behind her curls. It is insanity to me that this baby girl is 7 already.

    Here’s a bonus picture for the week. Noelle had a painting party where Meghan from Works of HeART came and taught the girls how to paint a cute elephant on canvas. They also got to decorate cupcakes on paint palettes. All but 2 of the girls in Noelle’s class could come, and it was so fun watching them all play and sing and celebrate together. Noelle was slightly embarrassed when it was time to sing “Happy Birthday.” She was stone-faced the entire time until something, or someone, caused her to crack a smile. 

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    As mentioned above, Noelle shares her birthday with Luke’s dad. Luke’s mom had her birthday a week before, and little Alice turned 2 just a few days ago. All of the cousins came to celebrate with the birthday people over the weekend. That would be 14 kids ages 10 and under! They always have the best time playing together and miss each other so much in between visits. 
  • project 365-2017; days 57-63

    Birthdays to celebrate, major progress on our house, a Thyroid Going Away Party, and the beginning of Lent… we had a fulfilling week! As Spring gets nearer, our calendars are getting busier, and I have to remind myself, “Oh yeah, you’re having a baby in a few months!” We are taking things as they come…one day at a time. I hope you enjoy this week’s photos.

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    We made a quick trip to New Albany and back last weekend to celebrate Luke’s grandma, Mary Ruth, turning 86 years old. We had a great time celebrating with family. Luke’s dad is one of 11 children, and of those 11 children, most of them have 2-3-4-5 children of their own, and most of them now have 1-2-3 children of their own…so we overcrowded her tiny house to shower her with love. I think she looks pretty stunning. I love how the second image shows just a small fraction of the little ones surrounding her, and how eager they were to help her blow out her candles.

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    We took a drive out to the country to check on the progress of the house demo. This was Noelle’s reaction as she examined the aftermath. My thoughts, too, Noelle.


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    Noelle has started reading Charlotte’s Web at school. She is so into it and asked for her own copy for her birthday. Spoiler Alert: We bought her one. I was going to move Luke’s coffee cup out of the way of this photo, but then I realized that it suited her. She’s an old soul. Responsible. Diligent. Perfectionist. It just seems like she should be drinking coffee, too.

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    Ash Wednesday. Enough said, right?
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    Aunt CeCe had to have her thyroid surgically removed this week, so we made some special thyroid-shaped cookies for a family dinner. Yes, there are thyroid-shaped cookie cutters. Shiloh stood here on a stool making funny faces into my mixing bowl for several minutes.

     

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    The girls wanted their nails painted. It was difficult for Shiloh to wait for them to dry, as shown by the exasperation on her face. Thank goodness for iPads and Moana on digital copy.

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    We had a super random, super rare date night. It included dinner, walking around Target, walking around Wal-Mart, and coming home. Fancy, right? Oh, this season of life we are in. But it was great to have a few hours to ourselves and not worry about the girls or life or anything. When we got home, all the girls were in bed, until this little one came wandering out. Pictured here is her hard sell for some milk that will “make her go to sleep.” Ok, Char. Whatever you want.